Someday

Lord,
I want to go,
and be with you,
to be in ultimate joy,
surrounded by love,
which radiates,
from you,
O God,
speak words of beauty,
to me,

Lord,
someday I want to be at the golden gates,
in awe of You,
sweep me away,
cover me,
Lord,
I pray to feel,
Your warm, loving embrace,
Someday.

Prisoner

For a while, I felt this way, until God spoke to me, and called me "My Bella". Written either the 5th or 6th of Nov.


So broken on the inside, can't find the cure, my heart's in shambles and pieces, and they can't be fixed, no matter how hard I sow, the devil reaps my inner doubt, the darkness hidden in the deep,

God loosen these shackles, chained so tight, I'm a prisoner in my own mind, I need to be free, set me free, (set me free)

people don't see, even if they hear, the battle inside, they can't imagine, and they give me a small does of hope, but still doubt shadows and clouds, if only I could fight it, and find the cure, I'm on my knees (on my knees),

God loosen these shackles, chained so tight, I'm a prisoner in my own mind, I need to be free, set me free, (set me free)

I can't find myself, for I am lost in the dark, it's become my friend, I need a light, a sense of renewal, so I can find my way, find the truth, and myself amidst this, the better side

God loosen these shackles, chained so tight, I'm a prisoner in my own mind, I need to be set free, set me free, (set me free)

God I look to you now,

Lord set me free, (set me free)!

One of the best Underoath songs

1. Breathing In A New Mentality

I'm the desperate
And you're the savior
There's been something else
Talkin' in my ear
Someone save me
When I Speak It begins to decay
I'm not about to bury myself
Oh, God! My hands are shaking again
Calm down! Now I can't feel the floor
And my vision takes it's toll on me

Oh, God! It's racing through my veins
I'm afraid there must be some kinda mistake
Oh, I'm in over my head again
reach in and grab a hold of me
I'm so scared that I've started to slip
They say that I'll never change
I'll prove them wrong
It's over
I hear the calling but its passing through
Clean me up show me how to live
Tear me down
Let me start again

The Last Stand

V1: I'm just a girl, dreaming of a better world, call me a dreamer or what you will, I can't win the fight, but I'll never stop trying.

Chorus: I can't fight the tide, don't state the obvious, but I can't stand by and watch the world turn, the devil laughs at me, but I refuse to stand down, however I'll try until my last breath, it's my last stand.

V2: They say girls are weak, I can't change the world, I refuse the abuse, go ahead and laugh, though it hurts, I'll find myself through God.

Chorus

V3: True I have faults, I am one among many, in God's eyes, I was made to challenge the wrongs..

Chorus

Repeat first verse

September crazyness!

Bread and Cheese reunion! I love you guys!

DJ Zerkattack, "Mmmm.. tastes like chicken!"

Me and Heather, powerful roommate warriors of the field, Co-Ed took third, dominating most of the competition!

Steve and I at the Guacamole party me and Alyssa threw, we love guac!!! Tho Steve looks sick...

The Penn 1 and friends (missing Jay), I love these good-lookin' guys!

At the zoo, which my awesome roomie surprised me with!

My floor's early birthday party! Jacob and Ninja joined in!

Where I live! Awesome floor!

Me and Jess doing repotting at Shriner's for Serve Day!

Love this song!!

http://www.lyricsfreak.com/b/beatles/blackbird_10025909.html

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.

Birthday Bash!

On Friday, my RA and I were heading to our "one-on-one" and she kept stalling, and I had work soon, and the girls on my floor surprised me with pizza, cake, necklace, rose and cards, loved it! They even shortened my work shift from 5:30-8 to 6-8!

After the zoo, my amazing roommate Heather surprised me to taking me to one of my fav restaurants, where I got embarrassed in front of the whole Red Robin!

Hugging my fav representation of fav animal wolf, but the last one had died! =(

Heather surprised me with a trip to the zoo,, and Christiana joined us!

Looking for my prince charming!

Mom took me and my friend Brittany Innman to Coopertown for breakfast!